* EC CRUDOS * - Nick Crudo

Thu, 14 Apr 2005 07:02:12 GMT

I once knew a nigga whose real name was William
his primary concern, was making a million
being the illest hustler, that the world ever seen
he used to fuck moviestars and sniff coke in his dreams
a corrupted young mind, at the age of thirteen
nigga never had a father and his mom was a feen
she put the pipe down, but for every year she was sober
her sons heart simultaneously grew colder
he started hanging out selling bags in the projects
checking the young chicks, looking for hit and run prospects
he was fascinated by material objects
but he understood money never bought respect
he build a reputation cuz he could hustle and steal
but got locked once and didn't hessitate to squeal
so criminals he chilled with didn't think he was real
you see me and niggaz like this have never been equal
I dont project my insurecurity's at other people
he feeded for props like addicts with pipes and needles
so he felt he had to prove to everyone he was evil
a fever minded young man with infinite potetial
the product of a ghetto ... capatalistic mental
coincidentally dropped out of school to sell weed
dancing with the devil, smoked until his eyes would bleed
but he was sick of selling trees and gave in to his greed

Everyone trying to be trife never face the consequences
you propably only did a month for minor offences
ask a nigga doing life if he had another chance
but then again there's always the wicken that always new in advance
dance forever with the devil on a code cell block
but thats what happens when you rape, murder and sell rock
devils used to be gods, angels that fell from the top
there's no diversity because we're burning in the melting pot

So Billy started robbing niggaz, anything he could do
he'd get his respect back, in the eyes of his crew
starting fights over little shit, up on the block
stepped up to selling mothers and brothers the crack rock
working overtime for making money for the crack spot
hit the jackpot and wanted to move up to cocaine
for filling the scarface fantasy stuck in his brain
tired of the block niggaz treating him the same
he wanted to be major like the cut throats and the thugs
but when he tried to step to 'em, niggaz showed him no love
they told him any motherfucking coward can sell drugs
any bitch nigga with a gun, can bust slugs
any nigga with a red shirt can front like a blood
even Puffy smoked the motherfucker up in a club
but only a real thug can stab someone till they die
standing in front of them, starring straight into their eyes
Billy realized that these men were well guarded
and they wanted to test him, before business started
suggested raping a bitch to prove he was cold hearted
so now he had a choice between going back to his life
or making money with made men, up in the cife
his dreams about cars and ice, made him agree
a hardcore nigga is all he ever wanted to be
and so he met them friday night at a quarter to three

Everyone trying to be trife never face the consequences
you propably only did a month for minor offences
ask a nigga doing life if he had another chance
but then again there's always the wicken that new in advance
dance forever with the devil on a code cell block
but thats what happens when you rape, murder and sell rock
devils used to be gods, angels that fell from the top
there's no diversity because we're burning in the melting pot

They drove around the projects slow while it was raining
smoking blunts, drinking and joking for entertainment
untill they saw a woman on the street walking alone
three in the morning, coming back from work, on her way home
and so they quietly got out the car and followed her
walking through the projects, the darkness swallowed her
they wrapped her shirt around her head and knocked her onto the
floor
this is it kid now you got your chance to be raw
so Billy yoaked her up and grabbed the chick by the hair
and dragged her into a lobby that had nobody there
she struggled hard but they forced her to go up the stairs
they got to the roof and then held her down on the ground
screaming shut the fuck up and stop moving around
the shirt covered her face, but she screamed and clawed
so Billy stomped on the bitch, until he broken her jaw
the dirty bastards knew exactly what they were doing
they kicked her until they cracked her ribs and she stopped
moving
blood leaking through the corpse, she cried silently
and then they all proceeded to rape her violently
Billy was made to go first, but each of them took a turn
ripping her up, and choking her until her throat burned
a broken jaw mumbled for god but they weren't concerned
when they were done and she was lying bloody, broken and bruised
one of them niggaz pulled out a brand new twenty-two
they told him that she was a witness of what she'd gone through
and if he killed her he was guaranteed a spot in the crew
he thought about it for a minute, she was practicly dead
and so he leaned over and put the gun right to her head

I'm falling and I can't turn back

Right before he pulled the trigger, and ended her life
he thought about the cold pain with the platinum and ice
and he felt strong standing along with his new brothers
cocked the gat to her head, and pulled back the shirt cover
but what he saw made him start the cringine studder
cuz he was starring into the eyes of his own mother
she looked back at him and cried, cuz he had forsaken her
she cried more painfully, than when they were raping her
his whole world stopped, he couldn't even contiplate
his corruption had succesfully changed his fate
and he remembered how his mom used to come home late
working hard for nothing, cuz now what was he worth
he turned away from the woman that had once given him birth
and crying out to the sky cuz he was lonely and scared
but only the devil responded, cuz god wasn't there
and right then he knew what it was to be empty and cold
and so he jumped off the roof and died with no soul
they say death take you to a better place but I doubt it
after that they killed his mother, and never spoke about it
and listen cuz the story that I'm telling is true
cuz I was there with Billy Jacobs and I raped his mom to
and now the devil follows me everywhere that I go
infact I'm sure he's standing among one of you at my shows
and every street cypher listening to little thugs flow
he could be standing right next to you, and you wouldn't know
the devil grows inside the hearts of the selvish and wicked
white, brown, yellow and black colored is not restricted
you have a self destructive destiny when your inflicted
and you'll be one of gods children and fell from the top
there's no diversity because we're burning in the melting pot
so when the devil wants to dance with you, you better say never
because the dance with the devil might last you forever

this shit is all tripped out its pretty sick u gotta listen to it really but heres so u can read it its immortal technique and the songs called "dance with the devil" its a sick song listen to it if not read this and get every detail well im gonna go late

Nick Crudo(B)

Tue, 05 Apr 2005 03:58:16 GMT

hello?
well everything has been good havent done anything too interesting, my spring break was O-K not the greatest thing ever and that sucked :S... well today i slpet all day and just been lazy well i dunno wut to write anymore ive been told that my lj is boring haha well its true cuz i never have anyting interesting to write about cuz skool always sux and i pretty much do the same things every weekend theres more details to my weekends but i guess i get too lazy to put em on here maybe itll get interesting...well see, well im gonna go so...later

(B)nick crudo(B)

Mon, 21 Mar 2005 04:46:08 GMT

hello?
sup gurls well just been chillin still had a drunk weekend hung out with the EC CRUDOS hung out with a lot of ppl just kicked it had ups and downs but its all good we made raymond an EC CRUDO haha he was pretty happy about that haha and well went to mickeys friday yesterday drank all kinds at my mamas house it was pretty sick got faded and went to roys for a while he seemed all pissed tho so me and mando came back to my casa and were just here then i crashed haha chava was supposed to stay but he never showed up and i guess he almost go jumped or sumthin i dunno hell tell me later well today just woke up went to mcdonalds and just came home and have been here alllllllllll day bored and now im writing in this so there ya go i doubt anyone reads this:S...haha im out later

(B)Nick Crudo(B)

Fri, 18 Mar 2005 03:38:45 GMT

hello?
sup gurls WALK OUT tomarow ladies all i want to know is whos coming with me?...(jan,thank u jan!!)...well im not sure about tomarow wut im gonna do im pretty bored right now ill see wut happends hope that if i walk out i dont get in trouble..:) haha well im out later

NICK

hope u had a happy birthday betty!!!:)

Wed, 09 Mar 2005 08:02:30 GMT

hello?
wust up dah...well just got back from bettys it was fun we hung out and grubbed and drank sum 40z it was cool well this passed weekend was pretty sick two nights in a row at MATT MATT MATTS...me and raymond did a beer run at 7/11 it was sick haha stephen long was driving hes an acomplice well ive been hanging out went to the fair saw ian bunjee in leopard speedo just saw a lot of ppl hung out well i hope this weekend is fun cuz the week is going by kinda slow and that sux dah well im gonna prolly crash right now so im out later

(B)NICK CRUDO(B)

Mon, 28 Feb 2005 07:57:48 GMT

hello?
well i havent updated in a while and well i didnt put those pix on here...well these past weex have been alright well news i did my FIRST BEER RUN me and chava did it in calex man hanging out with them is all sick its all fun and shit and ive gone to a coulple shows met sum new ppl and hung out with ppl i havent seen in a while well today we went to the career soldiers show it was pretty sick i dunno ive been chillin drinking and all that well i dont have anything to write about but thats pretty much been going on with me well im gonna go dah late

Nick

I'm not worthy for a minute of your time I really wish it was only me and you I'm jealous of everybo

Tue, 15 Feb 2005 18:15:47 GMT

my life story...

Fri, 04 Feb 2005 00:17:11 GMT

i love to drink!

end.

Wed, 26 Jan 2005 04:33:54 GMT

hello?
well today was the job fair so we went to that shit it was alright mad heads tho and well i applied to like 5 places like to hot topic, anchor blue, AMERICAN EAGLE, some ice cream place, and the cinemas maybe ill get sumthing but highly doubt it well the weekend is coming up and thursday is my lil sis bday so i have to spend time with her and stuff well that was pretty much my day well im gonna go later

*NiCk*

Tue, 25 Jan 2005 01:29:49 GMT

hello?
well i havent written in here forever well there was sumthing wrong wit my comp but i got it fixed well everything has been cool i guess...same old well i got a haircut a lot of ppl said it loox good and well i agree:) well just writing to update ill update later...late

*NiCk*- you decide

Wed, 29 Dec 2004 09:56:16 GMT

hello?
well this vacation has been cool ive been hanging out with all my friends ive been lazy on updating this becuz i dont have much to write well yesterday jessie bronco's bronco got fucked up by a tree trunk at heber beach and that tree trunk like practically knocked chava out and then chava got all pissed at raymond and shit then it was drama but i have all my friends backs to the fullest so no one should trip and well we came home theres a show later on today which is wednesday and i dunno ill see wuts up well im gonna go later

*NiCk*- emo kid--not so much

umm...merry christmas...

Sun, 26 Dec 2004 07:48:30 GMT

hello?
well these past weex have been cool its been chill hanging out with friends and family cuz"i got myself i got my friends i got my little family but thats not where it ends well im gonna go update later

*NiCk*- emo kid

i'm invading your journal!! :D

Wed, 22 Dec 2004 19:28:01 GMT

hey Nick, sorry i couldn't set the pic as the background
cause i only know how to do it with S1...and u have S2
so your a loser!! naww jk
but hey here are the pics anyways..
dude i should be your photographer..haha
i captured a moment huh?
ohh by the way i have the pic you took with that little girl...ewww
she wanted you haha
late!!
Michelle

woo hoo all model pose!!!

umm our date huh?? lol

Mon, 20 Dec 2004 07:28:41 GMT

hello?
well i got socked...:| later

*NiCk*- emo kid

umm...

Wed, 15 Dec 2004 23:17:12 GMT

hello?
well ive been alright lately not so upset ive been home bored really i went to that show yesterday and well on the weekend we went to carlos kills show it got raided but the cops were sick he started playing guitar and didnt take our keg...but i did cuz some bitch ass stole my pump...well we went to mex after that it was cool i really dont know wut to write i think i have to go to a wedding on saturday and on friday theres like two parties and shit then were on break so thats siick hope its not all boring and it goes by slowly well im bored right now i think umm im gonna go to my friends or see if were gonna practice i dunno umm...hmm...ehh...fuck it im out later

*NiCk*- emo kid

Wed, 08 Dec 2004 05:56:25 GMT

hello?
well i havent written in a while and the passed few times they havent really been much im just really lazy i guess well we made our 2nd ORIGINAL wow i like this one a lot more than the first one its cool we might play on friday at the show at carlos matas but im not so sure yet i have to talk to him about it well ive been alright lately more of like thinking a lot pensive i think but yea last friday lets just say i was gone right? but this weekend is gonna prolly be sick i hope i was talking to chava today were gonna prolly kick it tomarow and ummm drink...i mean think of stuff cuz its half wednesday that should be cool not much to write i was in a car accident we got hit from behind fuck my head still hurts sux i hope i dont die...YET... well i dunno wut to write im pretty much bored on thanxgiving i stayed at davids all week and drank all kinds and the passed few weekends the same been hanging out wit sebastian and the kids its been cool well i feel very different now i dunno i dont feel the same anymore its weird i think theres sumthin wrong wit me:S...hmmm...naw im just tooooo bored i need to be drunk or sumthin but yea i guess if anyone goes to the show see u there i let u go later

*NiCk*- emo kid

Thu, 02 Dec 2004 03:34:36 GMT

hello?
well ive been thinking a lot and well i dunno yesterday we had practice we made our first original no lyrics yet im still thinking but well i dunno im bored im kinda confused at the moment i dont even know wut to write im gonna go later

*NiCk*- emo kid

"I have "Nick" all written over my hand!!!" - Michelle

Tue, 30 Nov 2004 21:55:10 GMT

hello?
i could so write like Nick....without anyone knowing its not him cause he is so PREDICTIBLE!!!!
but naww, im not that mean!!!
he is asleep at my work..at my office
but thats cool cause im not selfish!!!
ok. lates
bye

hey gays! bye

*NiCk*- emo kid

Sat, 27 Nov 2004 13:48:31 GMT

hello?
damn long time did u miss me?...drunk yet emo...:(

*NiCk*- emo kid

Mon, 15 Nov 2004 22:53:35 GMT

hello?
:(

*NiCk*- emo kid

huh?...

Fri, 12 Nov 2004 00:30:23 GMT

hello?
well last night was pretty cool it was funny we started by going to ians and from there we went to some canal and they were building new houses over there so we went over there but a lot of ppl stayed on the street making a scene so the cops showed up but we were kinda far away by the houses but then we saw them coming so we ran throug the houses and shit and we ended up at the other end of the street then we saw some flashlights then they turned off and we saw (jessie bronco) leaving us so we were like fuck but then the cops started coming toward us and we just started running but we didnt know where we were going and out of nowhere jessie bronco shows up in front of us like a getaway bronco it was awsome so we started halling it then i guess everyone was at mount boo boo so we went there we were drinking there and all kinds of ppl showed up it was cool then from there me,mando,chava,art,rdogg,steven,and flex stated walking on the freeway and we started climbing the hill to get to seven eleven and we made it in the store we made a scene rdogg bout me a hotdogg and flex stole all kinds of those taquito thingys it was funny from there inez mom called chava cuz her house had been t/ped or sumthing like that so we went to check out the house there was nothing they had already cleaned it up so we were sitting there for a while and inezs dad runs out trying to hit us with a big ass flashlight so so we were like wut the fuck he wanted to kick all our asses but we told him it wasnt us and again the cops showed up this time they got us they arrested von for having brass knuckles in his pocket and i guess right now hes in jail and wen they asked if anyone else was with us we said we had someone in the trunk i didnt know who tho and wen they opened it it was steve he was alseep in the trunk haha it was hilarious...well wen the cops called my house no one was home so i got lucky so they called stevens mom was able to take me home so she did and from there i just came home and fell asleep...well that was my night pretty interesting if u ask me but we had fun i think...well i did...well im gonna go later

*NiCk*- emo kid

...long time no update...

Tue, 09 Nov 2004 22:46:59 GMT

hello?
well i havent updated in a long while but my weekend was alright on friday there was a party but ppl came to drink here so i went to check it out but it was already raided so wen i turned around all kinds of cars were in a long ass line and joseph was the first car so i started jogging in front of his car with 40 in hand it was pretty funny it was a scene but it was cool then a grip of ppl went to my house and eventually the cops showed up wen they did i was in the front drinking while they had the light on me and they asked me if i lived here and i said no so they told me to leave so i went to stevens and then to desert gardens some ppl were still there then i guess art and sabbastian spent the night wen we woke up we had like an 18 pack so we started drinking then my mom made food later on luis and carlos were here then ally and friend stopped by then they left then a grip of ppl started to show up so we got beer and went to desert gardens betty bought me a cake and everyone sang the happy bday song cuz well it was mine well the cake ended up in like everyones face and i ate some too then everyone left and we went to jack in the box and jessie bought me tacos then i went home on sunday i went to sd bought some shirts and came home now its tuesday yesterday i didnt do much and today will prolly be the same well ill let u go later

*NiCk*- emo kid

...

Tue, 02 Nov 2004 03:52:19 GMT

hello?
well these past few days weeks wutever theyve been ok i guess but mayun i think ive been thinking a lot maybe too much i just need to clear my head and i have all the time in the world but just cant seem to do it i guess i can never clear my head im feeling pretty emo right now i dont really know y i guess im feeling lonely u can say i dunno everything has changed so fast this halloween sucked ass well i hung out wit sum cool kids but it was my sorriest halloween yet but well im trying to talk about sumthin else right now but im just thinking of all these things i just need to get over sumthin i guess the past times ive let my heart go it got carried away but im holding on tight to it now im just scared u can say i give in too easy and i think it sux and theres not really anything i can do i should have a solid heart and a lock on it haha but that cant happen i just hope maybe ill find sumone(doubtful)or maybe not this is the kinda shit i think about sumtimes it sux well i really dont have anything to write so ill let u go later

*NiCk*- emo kid

Fri, 29 Oct 2004 21:30:04 GMT

hello?
well this week went by all quick and shit mayun well im not sure about this weekend yet but well see im bored so im gonna go later

*NiCk*- emo kid

Mon, 25 Oct 2004 23:01:23 GMT

hello?
well this weekend was cool on friday i went to the game wit chava and mando we couldnt get in until the last quarter but then they took us right out becuz of chavas bullet belt they took it away then we went with ian and the gang to the donut shop we got beer and went to mount boo boo or sumthin like that it was cool then like at twelve we went to my house bout sum beer then we drank forever till like 5 in the morning but it was all unexpected all kinds of ppl went i was pretty faded tho so i didnt mind then on saturday i went to that demo wit david fernando and pookie we went to that demo and i saw a grip of ppl it was alright saw michelle but she was leaving but shes mean haha...after the demo we chilled at stand forever they werent being at aarons those parties were like done so we went all far to that river bottom i rewriting kinda my last entry its cool read it again got all drunk came home at 5 again back to back niggie and on sunday skated at 7/11 for a bit and just around well that was my fin de semana well ill let u go later

*NiCk*- emo kid